Swimming season~~ =)

Mood: Good! ^^
Song: 安静了 by s.h.e
Wah~~ Have not been updating my blog for sooo long! ><>
Guess what? I've transformed into a "bangala" -.- Hee.. Actually i have been going to swimming pool with my bf since yesterday! today's the second day, n we're still intending to go tml! -__-
no choice, this is our new leisure ^^ thought i dont know how to swim, i did try to make a few stroke to about... 40cm?? kekex.. not bad le hor!

Now im tanner than, hmm. dunneo it's gd or not. -.- i wish i can be fairer as i am born with tan skin color, on the other hand, i think nice n golden tan might be gd too?? dilema.. =( my bf bought a tanning oil by Banana n got himself a tanner skin now.. as for myself, i did apply sun-screen but if doens't seem to be effective. -.- maybe it's fated for me to get burnt! ><>

well, maybe this is a new change for me, actually ar.. last sem, i saw a girl form my elective class having a very nice tanned skin n i wanna hav it too.. so i was quite inspired la.. but now, not very sure le.. aiya~ nvm la, since now i've turned tanner, let it be ba. ^^

O.. forgot to mention, as i wasn't blogging for so long le.. u know hor, i jus watched this "absolute boyfriend" from crunchyroll n it is so nice n touching.. hilarious too =) this is my recommendation to u! A MUST-WATCH SHOW!!! dun miss it! really, not only girl like me love it, even boy like my bf thinks its nice too! This song in my blog page is the sound track for that show! "Okaeri" Now it made me wanna buy the manga of that show.. -.- money~ T_T

n then, i watched "seducing mr perfect" n "fri...(dunneo how to spell) wife", both of it, i think the first one is better, funny n warm-hearted =) u will love the guy in the show- robin heiden cos he is one who is ego yet hardly able to control his love to someone he loves! very sweet though the ending is weird. XD Can watch too! =) btw, if there is any nice show worth watching, feel free to let me know! Good day!

Lost Wings

Have not been blogging for days.. well, it's weekend, hence im busy with my bf, no time for updating my blog. anyway not very much ppl will c it! ><

Hmm.. my bf is hm too today n it will be the same for the rst of the day cos he is having his mc covered till almost end of the month. Followed by that will be his clearance of his leave le.. n then. ORD lo! thats wat he always say.. He is really looking forward to his last day in camp. hope the days after that is wat something he wants. Good luck to u dear.

My holiday is ending, nxt month 13th i'll hv to start schooling again. im quite looking forward, at least my days r occupied with things n hav time for myself. Hmm.. Do i sound weird? I dun know wat am i thinking.. I find im being too dependent to my bf n thats not wat i wan n like. I wan to be independent n free, all i ask for is these. Well, will i be able to "retrieve" it? Ya, retrieve, i used to have it, but its gone rite now. Im as gd as a helpless kitten, waiting for someone to feed my needs, take care of me if im ill n handle my accomodation. Am i jus nxt to a good-for-nothing? I guess so. =(

I gonna look for a hou lu(another way) for myself now, cos if one day i gonna depend on my own, i gotto be financially independent.

How should i put it to him? Will he understand? Will he be able to take it? Will he "really" know wat is best for me? Please let me hav my way. I dun wan my wings to be taken away. =(

1 more day to mid-autumn festival ^^

In the hospital~ 2.30pm

My Bf has got a swelling jaw now, poor him. =( must be very hurtful. My heart is even painful when i saw him, however he looked fine to me after the op :..) There was a moment i found him very cute! >< I arrived at 2.30pm at the hospital, n waited for about 10 mins before he called me. Then i went to the day surgery room n foud him sitting on a chair with a swollen face. Haha.. look so funny! ( i know im bad to laugh at him) ^^


After that, he wasn't able to be discharged yet so i collected his medicine for him at the pharmarcy. When i got back i saw another thing funny.. my bf is sitting on the chair, with his swollen face n trying to eat a cup of ice-cream that is 3 times smaller than his palm.. -.- i dun know if u can envision that but i found him so cute at that time, jus like a little boy being coax with an ice-cream after the op. Kekeke...

After the hospital~ 4pm

We went to the m1 shop after that cos i nid to get my hp repaired fast! U know, i cant press #, can't press a when msg-ing n 4 of my buttons are cracked! WTH! terrible rite, guess i wan to change Hp soon! Haha.. but i hav no money for that T_T sob sob.. hope cai shen can find me soon! Back to the topic, i didnt send it for repair in the end cos i didnt bring my warrenty card along -.- nvm i'll do it nxt Fri. =)

We stopped by mooncake shops n bought 2 boxes of mooncakes! 4 ping pi bei lian rong n 4 ping pi shuang huang lian rong. 1 box for my family n another for my Bf's family. ^^ At least some show of appreciation to my bf's family rite since im staying at his hs now..

At my sister's hs~ 5.30pm

I needed to get a letter from my mom so we headed to my sis hs at admiralty since my mom was looking after that 2 kiddo.. we bought 2 choco for the kids! They love it so much =) but not in front of my sis cos they will get wecked on the butt for eating choco.. so fierce rite? -.- Hai... dun kow wat she's thinking. oO Both i n my bf had our lunch there.. after that, my bf had a great time with both my niece n nephew. =) they were laughing all the way.. Haha.. guess they begin to like him already! ^^

Heartache.. Sob. Sob.

mood: =(
Music: Tui Hou by Jay Chou

T_T Today my heart gonna ache again! My Bf is going to abstract his 4 wisdom teeth! Ouch.. i felt so painful for him.. =( must be very painful even though he wil be asleep by then.. but when he wakes up, i swear it'll be damn painful lo. !!!!!!!

This is my second pain for him, the first one is worst n much terrible. I was so heart-broken that time.. He jus had his back operation done last oct, thanks to his passion in basketball, caused 3 of his disc to mal-function in supporting his spine!! Aiyo!!! Y so young n yet so much problem! T_T u know how sad was i? though he looks perfectly ok to me rite now.. who knows wat's happening inside ar? He even want to play basketball sometimes. -.- I do allow n accompany him sometimes but still, worry in the heart. =( Pls stay healthy n gd my dear~

Dear ar, u better take really gd care of urself ar! Dun make me so worry about u! ><

Jus received a call from my bf saying that his op will extend another hr, supposedly im meeting him at 1pm, so now i gotto leave the hs at 1pm. hmm.. wat am i gonna do at hm? oO

Jus open crunchyroll to continue watching the anime i discovered yesterday, i was attracted by the cute baby so i watched the first few episode n now i gonna con't it! ^^ it's called Daa Daa Daa.. the baby is an UFO baby! Very cute jus like my nephew Yi Jun! ><

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This is Yi Jun lo, my nephew, beri cute rite? Hee.. so naughty too! Always gimme that kelian face when he wans something -.-, then i'll give in. Shit! He learnt something that nv failed! ><

Women i Love!

Y Do i Love Them?

Don't U think they are wonderful??

They r totally PERFECT to ME! =)

Faye wong is my first female idol when i was as young as 10 or 11 yrs old? It has been more then 10 yrs till now! Wow! I love her song, i love her style, i love her voice, i love her looks, i love her everything. I would totally support her! Even though i know she was once divorced when she got a daughter with Dou Wei, happily married with her current husband Lee Ya Peng, had a duaghter Lee Yan, and currently carrying her 3rd child hoping to be a son, i totally support her, no matter wat! She neither seems to be defeated, nor she depicts any sign of surrendering, she is jus so invincible! n she is jus so amirable to me. ^^ Go Go Faye Wong!

Namie Amuro is my second idol, she is jus as wonderful as Faye Wong, to me, both of them are angels. She has a daughter, same as FW. She has an angelic features, nice vocal, she dances and acted in some series drama. (ps: Faye wong ever acted in a Japenese Drama too ^^) She is born 20 Sept 1977! 1 day before me! n Faye's is 8 Aug 1969. I remember i like her when i first set me eyes on her poster hung on my fren's room! She is so gorgeous (both of them r) to me n i can't help it but to love her till now1 >.< (NOTICE: I am not a lesbian) kekex..

How i wish i can meet them with my own eyes~~

Haiz... Guess i can only admire them thru my lappy lo.. ^^ nvm, im satisfied enough already!

Tarot Card

Nothing to do, Haha.. saw this test at evee's blog! Try to find out ur card! ^^

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Weather's Sooooooo Hot! Ouch!

Mood: 7/10
Music : California Dreaming

First thing in the morning.. HOT! Hey! Is the weather turning warm again?? Nooooooooooo...

Today woke up slightly late.. 10am. Bf wasn't around cos he went to his hell! Haha.. Camp, is a hell to him. Well, grad that he is going to ORD soon.

(It's raining!! OMG! Yes! Wat a nice thing to know!)

Yesterday talked about our future with my dear, he will be working soon after he ORD, hope he finds something he likes. Drafter is what he wants to do, in mechanical engineering aspect.. hmm.. WHAT IF HE MET OTHER GALS!! T_T Worry~ He said he won't cos he is truly faithful to me.. ^^ I absolutely believe in him but i jus don't like gals to get close to him! (shiu! shiu! Go away!) Am i possessive? I guess i am, but i wasn't in the past! Y am i like this? Well, ppl do change! So am i.. :p Ultimately, i really have full confidence in him and i believe he wil not let me down. Don't know y? He jus gimme this security, maybe i can feel his sincerity? =) Well done dear!

Haha.. i gonna show off something here ^^:

(This is taken at Arab street)

(This is taken Near Singapore Flyer)

(This is taken at Esplanade)

(This is taken in one of the antique shops in Chinatown)

(This is taken during the night at Vivo) * i got a hard time taking this stupid flower cos the surface wasn't flat for the tripod and i gonna hold it stably to prevent it from bring shaky -.- then my shutter speed is like secs lo, i felt as if im even shaky then the flower -.- dun laugh hor

These r some of the picture i taken for my assignment which required us to take 100 photographs! (But i couldn't make it n i submitted only 97 XD) Out of the 100, 2 would be the 2 best shots we chosen which we nid to develope it into super 8R n mounted it up for presentation ($$ flying off again T_T), and 10 would be a photo journal(which also nid to be printed into normal 3R or 4R, but still, $$ gone! #$%^*&!#&*$@) while my topic is: Reminiscence. (I'm not very satisfied with my photo journal cos i find some of the pictures are not good.. T_T)

This assignment is testing on out knowledge in the composition of the object taken, use of shutter speed as well as the apperture. I have very few low light photo cos i hate to use tripod unless someone volunteer to carry it for me! :p But i was very fortunate cos my Bf was accompanying me all along during the shooting, Thank you Dear! ^^. It took me about 1 month or more to complete the shots cos i did it mostly on weekends as i gotto study on weekdays.. Furthermore i gotto rent the camera on every thursday, carry it with my lappy with both my hands n shoulders, wah lao~ i'm half dead when i got home.. =( Imagine sometimes i need to borrow tripod also, think i have to pretend fainted so someone will carry my stuff for me! XDXDXD Gd idea!

Should have counted myself lucky that i nv miss my chance to borrow a 400D, this is e most popular camera the student is borrowing in my class n my buddy class.. Heng it nv run out of stock when my turn comes! Phew.. If not i gotto borrow 350D or Lumix which im not familiar with.. My assignment would be doom. XD

男朋友

Sweet stuff to share...

take your time to notice..

the one..

for u..

誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。

男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。

男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。

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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。

男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。

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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。

男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。

男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。

男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。

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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。

男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。 他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。 因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。 那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。

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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。

男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

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珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....

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*如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?*

*如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?*

*是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?*

*是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?*

Good Start! =)

Mood: Blissful ^^
Music listening: Look what you've done

I woke up at 7am this morning! OMG fell alseep at around 2am yesterday while i was already on bed 2 hrs before tat. -.- Guess i have slight insomnia or am i paranoid??! I keep thinking if someone is looking at me while i'm alone in the hs! Damn 4bia, shouldn't have watched that. Made me scared for so long... >.<

Though i woke up early today, i didn't feel tired at all! I woke up immediatly when my Bf sneezed uncontrollably. -.-zzZ That's it, i know i can't sleep, not becos of his sneezing but i jus felt as though i had enough of rest.. Strange huh..



Guess what i did after i woke up.... (>^^)> i did a breakfast for my bf immediately! Hee.. Though it's only simple bread and coffee, i bet he must be very happy! Am i rite my dear? ^^ He used to do that when i'm going to school, Hee, now i think it's my turn to do the same cos it feels soooooo GD!! Gooda! Dear Dear, i'll try to do it everyday if i can k? XD, jus sneeze hardly every morning, and i'll make u breakfast! XDXDXD, jus joking k? kekex.. =) I lup u!

Wah lao.. Jus now i spent lot's of time to get the chat box done lo.. couldn't find it till i looked at nellies' blog! -.- so that box is called CBox.. hehe.. got it in my blog le.. still not sure if i'll disclose my blog add to my frens but jus place it there ba. ^^ After getting e box, the problem is, how do i get it placed in my blog? Damn, spent another 10 to 20 mins to figure it out..

Now the time is 10.32am, i'm dilema, do i call the person regarding the job or i dun.. -.- cos i'm looking for job that is flexible or short working hrs.. oo or tempo job la. but i dun wanna work telemarketing.. it's a d*** anger-inducing job lo.. i was working as that last few wks for about 4 days? oo i got scolded on the phone but i'm not surprise cos i guess not many ppl likes this kind of phone calls rite? Of course they jus screw u on the phone la.. than i became the victim.. sob.. =( *bish bish (punch the man's face) I remember one man i called, as per instructed by my colleague, i asked some questions, his answer is "do i have to tell you?", man! So sarcastic lo! Irritating B****** kns, he can simply say "sorry i am not interested" or "i have no time", y mus he sarcastically entertained me by saying that? I felt so much to talk back but didn't cos i don't wan more trouble.. Argh.. From then on, i hate my job and no motivation at all. Fluck!!

So i quit the job after a few days, and relief again. Phew~

Now, i have around 1 month to the end of my vacation, hope i can find a suitable job, that's y i'm thinking if i wanna call this Ms Wong regarding the work-from-hm job.. Hope it's not a scam. -.-, i don't know, jus call n ask lo.. c wat she says. Wish me luck!

Step #1

First time try blogging, reason? Cos i'm bored in looking for jobs! Argh.. *Action Replay:

• Wake up at 9 in the morning
• made breakfast for myself with a cup of Super coffee (Yummy..)
• setup my lappy (which usually takes up ((2 to 3 mins) * Numbers of time i on my lappy) of my live daily)
• start typing in URLs for job searching!
• msn Noelle n Jean
• chating and looking for job at the same time

that's how i created my first blog =)...

y? Cos i'm sick and tired in looking for one and i tot of creating a blog!

Tar dar.. The birth of it! >.<

Good starts comes with good ending! Well hopefully.

However, no gd starts in my job-searching! sob. sob. I wanna try some work-at-hm job but somehow find it a scam. Hmm. oO Does anyone know?

or is there any job that u can shake legs and money jus drop in ur account XD! Jus kidding!

Hai.. Will Cai Shen look for me in any of the days? Pls let me strike my 4D or ToTo.. I beg you~~ It's 2.32pm, and i facing my lappy like any other day. Bore~~ Really nid to get some income and feed my bank. hmm.. But wanna stay home at the same time..

Guess i nid to login to game soon! Update again! buai~~