pain~~~ sob.. T^T

I abstracted my decayed tooth today! T_T it's soooo painful, as if the dentist is having grudge with me.. -__-"

Though it is hurtful but i finally had it removed! ^^ at last.. it had been affecting me for sooooo long already.. maybe year? @@ Hee... i afraid ma.. dentist leh.. my arch enemy. i hate to visit dentist since i was young, they seems to be the worst demon ever. =( i remember there was once in my primary school, he actually treatened me to go on stage to demo if i didnt listen to him lo.. d*** n i hate it till now. #%&%#^&*

Actually it happened so suddenly u know, i had a great n persisting pain yesterday n i couldnt get into slp at all, again, contribute to my lovely yet annoying panda eyes.. -__-" worst still, i could still feel the pain when i woke up in the morning! Argh.. it's dreadful!!! So, my bf decided that i should go n visit a dentist soon b4 i got worst. Hmm.. after much struggling, i finally agree with him.. -.- unwillingly. We called the polyclinic at first but the earliest appointment i could make is 2 days later, 830 in fri morning. It was ok at first but wasnt when i reached school n couldnt tahan the pain that kept on coming n affecting me in doing anything! U know how it is when something keep bothering you. -.-.. S.I.A.N.

so i called my bro, he told me at blk 166 there is a dentist n the charge might be quite reasonable n that was when i got into the demon's clinic. (dang dang dang dang.... dang dang dang dang....) i arrived at marsiling mrt station at around 1230 pm n met my bf who went swimming at marsiling swimming pool. He found out that the clinic will be open again after lunch break at 2pm, so we waited at 166 coffee shop, he had his lunch while i relentlessly waited for the time to arrived.. that was really an unwanted experience.. i nv wanted to undergo it once more in my live.. please teeth, be gd. T_T so i drew my sketch for my assignment, watched the tv showing someone's pitiful live, stirring my milo again n again n again.. in great panicky.. I WANT TO GO HOME T____________________T

Finally, 2pm has come. time to step into the place where i hated the most. I wish everything could get over n done soon. However, the dentist seems to oversee my fear.. he took his own sweet time.. mercilessly injected the anesthetic into my gum.. pulled n forced my decayed tooth out like nobody business!!!!!! ARGH!!! I HATE IT! HE MADE ME HATE DENTIST EVEN MORE!! i gotto endure, i gotto endure.. was all i could tell myself then. Wah lao~~~ really, i sincerely hope this will be the first n last time i have to abstract my tooth, seriously, from the bottom of my heart.. T_T

Though i had "been thru alot today" the return is gd that i can eat ice-cream freely! ^^ yipee~ i dun know la.. maybe it's the decayed tooth that made me unbearable to ice-cream or cold stuff, maybe i got sensitive teeth that deprived me from them?? i dun know, i jus hope i can eat cool stuff like anyone does! ^^

Now i dun feel any pain anymore n is very relief rite now~~ however i still hate dentist. =.=

Countdown to DOOMDAY!

ya, doomday, the D-day is approaching!! OMG T_T 3 more days n im gonna start the 2nd sem of my yr 2. **** i hav not yet done my DEAE assignments n IDD assignmet.. heh heh heh.. but after all i acheived something too ^^ my Cabal~~ Yipee!!! but still, -__- school's stuff should come first. lalala.. oO

"Happy, sha la la.. it's so nice to be happy, sha la la.."

Aiyo~~ u know wats my rule of thumb in life? Be as happy as possible! XD~ cos u nv know when is the nxt disastar gonna strike sg, is Tsunami targeting at sg nxt? will sg be so frail that it might even sink to the bottom of the sea within seconds in any of the days? will any of the car hit me when im crossing across the road? u know? so many uncertainties(did i spell it correctly?) might happen rite? I might not be the fortunate one always. ^^ Got me? So, wats really impt is to treasure n cherish wat u hav in this world, wat u r stil able to do, wat u like to do, wat keeps u happy, wat r the things that truly make u happy.

"it's sad to start hating the thing u once liked"

I hav many questions to myself:

"do i like wat i am now?",

"am i happy with wat i am now?",

"is this all i've been asking for?",

"does everything i do is rite for me?",

"is this the 'me' i wanna mould into?"

people r directionless, we r always lost in where we r going. Even if we r walking, we r always confused in wat we want n where we r heading. Sometimes we tot we r on the rite path, in fact, we r jus blindly walking on the wrong one again! Unknowingly. Hmm.. i often get confused. maybe its the mind that tot the path is wrong. is it really the mind? or is the path is really not the rite one for me? Haha.. this is wat i meant by "confuse", human likes to be confused, thats wat make them searching for "the rite one"!

Cabal TIME!!!!

Whoa~~~~!!! guess wat!! i've been chionging my cabal char till "master" lvl only!! -__-"" although not very high yet but very satisfying la! XDXDXD~~~ previously nv know how to ply at all, tot jus like maple, keep lvling can le, however, in cabal, is the skill lvl that counts. it's the skill lvl n not ur lvl to determine ur strenght! let me tell u the sequence:

novice> apprentice> regular> expert> A.expert> master(im only achieved here T_T)> A.master> G.master> completer> transander

can u c how far am i towards the highest skill lvl? **** far -__-"" i hate it, if only i know the trick earlier n i wint be wasting my time earlier on, **** now im lvl 70 n is a master only, in short, im a noob! ><
o, did i mention im a force blader? hehe. im so proud of her, though im not strong but i'll train her! Gogogo!!! below is an image of my char's job, jus that this is a male while mine is a female! when i hav time i'll screen-shot n post my char's image! ^^

cool rite? ^^

I especially like the sword skill so much! i didnt dl the video but i've some links in youtube! Hope u enjoy the clips n get inspired! It's really kwel!!!! ><

(if u r blocked when clickng the links, try holding down to "ctrl" n click the link again)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYOSCntDGjM&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrCa3PoFdIc&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNBqRQva7pE&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0IAX31CUCw

beside being a FB, another job i would like to try is FA(force archer), from the name u'll know the char uses bow, dun underestimate the bow, it freaking chio lo!!! XD really~~ dun belive i show u:

ok, the image here shows she's carrying guns instead bow, well, it's jus one of their skill to actually summons these guns, let me show u the clip so u will know wat my "chio" means ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OborsJJqHY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRTIg1PsH_g&feature=related

saw the bow n the guns they summons? nice rite?? ^^

n o.. did u see the first or sec clip of FA? there's a part where u can let ur char dance!! haha.. cute rite? They will dance the "tell me" dance by the Korean girl band; wonder girls. dun think to let ur char dance is for fun, its jus another way to let the sp restore for combo, dun understand? then ply it! XD

(this is wat i meant by DANCING!!!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QlXdj-Yo5Ho

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcOe9Q5BPwI&feature=related

(the dance moves in clip#2 is derived from the "tell me" dance by Wonder Girl)

hope u enjoy the clips!!!

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